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It is not very often I do these, but this time I feel like it's necessary since I have owed art to do and things in my personal life have just been hectic. 
First of all, I apologize to those who have been waiting on art from me. School has been very stressful, but things should hopefully die down soon as it's nearing the start of summer vacation. I just have a few more finals coming up, and a lot to do in my Graphics class. On top of that, I have to worry about things at home since my family just received news of a horrifying diagnosis. I won't name any details about it, or which family member has it, but if you think you're close enough to me then feel free to note me. 
So yea, I'm sorry I haven't been getting around to owed art. I know I'm taking forever. School just never gives me a break, and neither does my life at home. I'll try to do it when summer comes around, but if not, I'll just give refunds because it's making me pretty anxious that I've been making people wait this long. 
It's so hard for me to talk to people and make conversation, yet every time I do it never goes right.
I just wish I had friends lol, but instead I'm too fucking scared to open up and trust people bc I know I'm just gonna be ridiculed and belittled lmao and I'm scared that people won't care about my feelings that I share when they do something to hurt or bother me.
I just wish that I didn't always have to be the one to start conversation lmao but no, I always am, and every time I do I just never know how to keep it going or it just doesn't go right.
I feel so bored and alone, boring, unappealing, annoying, burdening, petty, etc. I hate myself.
That's all, enough with this pointless rant that people can care less about. :peace:

On a side note, if you give me shit for ranting I'm just gonna block you lol cause I've had just about enough.
kittoko has an adopts account; babuboi ! you should totally go check it out, his designs are amazing and I'm sure you won't be disappointed! <3
Appearance 
[X] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[ ] I have many scars.
[/] I tan easily. 
[x] I wish my hair was a different colour.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair colour.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[/] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I've had braces.
[ ] I wear glasses. 
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger. 
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents. 
[x] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[ ] My biological parents are together. (idk bc I was adopted)
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[ ] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[x] I'm in school.
[ ] I have a job.
[ ] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[x] I almost always do my homework.  
[ ] I've missed a week or more of school.
[x] I've been on the Honour Roll within the last 2 years
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year
[ ] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired

Embarrassment
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[/] I've peed from laughing. (I think??)
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[/] I've glued my hand to something. (I think??)
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[ ] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctor's office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[ ] I've had chicken pox.

Traveling
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day. (I wasn't driving tho)
[x] I've been on a plane.
[x] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[x] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans. 
[ ] I've been to Europe. 
[ ] I've been to Africa.

Experiences
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star. 
[/] I've wished on a shooting star (I think so?)
[/] I've seen a meteor shower. (kinda)
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[ ] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts. 
[ ] I've been to a casino. 
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping
[ ] I've played spin the bottle. 
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been Skiing.
[ ] I've been in a play. 
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights. 
[ ] I've sat on a roof top at night. 
[ ] I've played chicken. 
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[ ] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show. 
[ ] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[ ] I'm single.
[x] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[/] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now. 
[X] I have a fear of abandonment.
YOUR BOY SIDE

[X] you wear hoodies 

[X] you wear jeans

[ ] dogs are better than cats 

[ ] it's hilarious when people get hurt

[x] you've played with/against boys on a team 

[x] shopping is torture 

[/] sad movies suck

[ ] you own an XBOX 

[X] you own a Wii 

[ ] you played with Hot Wheels as a little kid

[ ] at some point in life you wanted to be a firefighter 

[x] you own a DS, PS2 or Sega 

[ ] you used to be/is obsessed with Power Rangers 

[X] you watch/watched early morning cartoons 

[ ] you watch sports on TV 

[ ] you go to your dad for advice 

[ ] you have played sport at a state level

[ ] you used to/do collect collector trading cards

[ ] you have worn baggy sweatpants

[/] it's kind of weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people (not necessarily weird, I just don't like the idea too much cause I know I'm just gonna feel left out lmao) 

[ ] green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors

[X] you love to go crazy and not care what other people think 

[ ] sports are fun 

[ ] you talk with food in your mouth 

[/] you sleep at night with your socks on (sometimes)

[X] you have fished at least once 

TOTAL = 10.5



YOUR GIRL SIDE

[ ] you love to shop 

[ ] you wear eyeliner 

[/] you've considered cheerleading

[x] you wear the color pink

[ ] you go to your mom for advice

[ ] you hate wearing the color black

[ ] you like going to town

[ ] you like getting manicures and/or pedicures 

[ ] you like wearing jewelery 

[ ] you cried watching The Notebook 

[ ] skirts are a part of your wardrobe 

[ ] shopping is one of your favorite hobbies

[/] you don't like Star Wars (I just don't care for it)

[x] you are/were in gymnastics 

[ ] it takes you around a half an hour to shower 

[ ] you smile a lot more than you should 

[ ] you have more than 10 pairs of shoes 

[X] sometimes you care about what you look like 

[ ] you like wearing dresses sometimes 

[x] you like wearing body spray or deodorant

[ ] you wear high heel shoes

[X] you used to play with dolls as a kid

[ ] you have put makeup on others 

[ ] you like being the star of almost everything 

[ ] you love shoe shopping

[x] pink is one of your favorite colours 

Total= 7
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i need points asap. 
I'm so sick of everything;; I try to make friends online and irl and 9 times out of 10 it just doesn't work.
I try to keep a conversation going, I get ignored. I also never know what to say to people because the same shit happens all the time. I get scared of saying the wrong thing, and if I don't get a response from the other person/get an off-putting one, I pretty much fear the worst. Wondering if they don't like me and thinking that I upset or hurt them in some way.
Then when I do make friends, we just hardly end up talking or I just get abandoned. Or they just only talk to me when they need to vent and don't seem to pay attention to anything else about me, like my art or anything. Talk about how they treat their friends and all that shit. Then I notice that those same things have never been applied to me, and I can only assume the worst.
I talked to an acquaintance of mine today about a few observations I notice from my best friend, and even she agreed that she just seems to brush me off a lot. 8 years. 8 years of friendship and she's not even fucking interested in me anymore.
But that's okay, every time someone starts to know the real me they're never interested anymore.
I'm so sick of feeling worthless all the fucking time. I try to be nice to people and talk to people, but it's like no one likes me for some reason?? Maybe I'm just not meant to have a close friend who will still stick around, still show interest even after finding out the good the bad and the ugly about me. Maybe I'm just meant to feel misunderstood and suicidal cause I feel so lonely, lost, and confused; scared to ask for help, scared of being a bother, scared to try talking or replying to people anymore because my anxiety is so bad lately that I wonder if I'm just gonna humiliate and hurt myself by doing so. I just feel like I don't even fucking matter anymore. Is there something wrong with me or something??? I honestly feel like I just deserve this.
Always mistreated at home, abused by my brother and having a dog that also threatens my safety alongside that. Always having everything pushed onto me because my brother can't even do jack shit.
I can't fucking trust anyone anymore, I always assume the worst out of everyone because I'm sick of hoping and expecting things only to feel the pain of it not being met.
I just hate myself so much I don't even know what to do anymore.
I really wanna ask a few people if they wanna do art trades with me
but I feel like my art just isn't worthy;; //
Name: Ash

Zodiac: Gemini

Average hours of sleep: aahhh probably around 5 or 6

Games I love to play: Geometry Dash, anything Mario related, those are just a few I can think of rn

Current attire: hoodie, leggings 

Fav characters: do my own count? xD

When did I start this account?: idk and I'm too lazy to look r i p

Watchers: 186 I think?

What do you post: anything furry related cause I'm f u r r y t r a s h 

Do you get a lot of comments?: not a lot lmao but I get a few
WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF....

I died: 
I kissed you: 
I fell: 
I lived next door to you: 
I showed up at your house unexpectedly: 
I stole something: 
I was murdered:  
I cried: 
I asked you to marry me: 
I was hospitalized: 

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY...

Personality: 
Eyes: 
Hair: 
Smile:

WOULD YOU...

Trust me enough to sleep in the same bed as me? 

Keep a secret if i told you one?

Hold my hand?

Study with me?

Cook for me?

Love me?


HAVE YOU EVER...

Lied to me to make me feel better?

Wanted to kiss me?

Wanted to kill me?
 
Broke my heart?

Thought I was unbearably annoying?

Hated me?

Wanted to tell me something but didn't?

Wondered about my sanity?

Wanted to do something to me?


OTHER...

When and how did we meet?

Describe me in three words.

What was your first impression of me?

What do you think of me now?

What reminds you of me?

Could you see us together forever?

When's the last time you saw me?

Are you gonna re-post this to see what I say about you?
❤️ - I would like to be your friend / talk to you more often.
💛 - I appreciate you.
💚 - I have a crush on you.
💙 - I would say yes if you asked me out.
💜 - I love you as a friend / family member.
💝 - I admire you from afar.

💞 - I would really like to hug you.
💘 - I would really like to kiss you.
💖 - I care about you.
💓 - I wish you would take care of yourself better.
💕 - I want to talk to you, but I'm too nervous.
✖️ - You intimidate me.
☕️ - I want to meet you in real life.

⭐️ - You/your art inspires me.
✨ - I would be honored by a favorite or watch from you.
💫 - You should experiment more.

BASICS

  • dA Username: Ashofta
  • Name: no
  • Nicknames and/or Preferred Names: Ashofta, Ash, Meza, Mizu, etc.
  • Country: 'Murica
  • Zodiac Sign: Gemini

YOUR DA

  • Number of Past Accounts: 3 (not giving out the usernames tho cause they're cr i n ge)
  • Number of Past Usernames: probably like 7?? yeaa oops ;;
  • First Username: Froststar29 (this isn't counted w/ the "past accounts" cause this was my very first account, but I lost the password and wellll y'kno;; )
  • Original Join Date: December 7th, 2012 (first active past account)
  • Premium Member? haha not anymore, riiiiiip
  • Watchers: 181
  • Deviations: 197
  • Favorites: 4,221
  • Favorite Digital Art Program: Idk cause I don't do digital ;;
  • Favorite Traditional Art Medium: colored pencils/sharpie markers
  • Favorite dA Artists: Yalue, lamelamb, MoonlightMalaise, orcaidate, etc.
  • Favorite Movies: idk cause I don't watch many movies;; 
  • Favorite TV Shows: ^
  • Favorite Music Artists/Bands: Cash Cash, Krewella, Melanie Martinez, etc..
  • Fandoms You're Stuck In: furrytrash

PERSONAL

  • Sexual Orientation: straight
  • Religious Affiliation: Christian (I'm a pretty chill Christian tho, don't be intimidated! <3)
  • Pets:  1 GS dog
  • Number of Family Members in Household4 including me
  • Scars? yea but;; we don't talk about that
  • Tattoos? maybe someday
  • Piercings? ears only, idk if I want any more. I'm too soft ;;w;;
  • Alcohol? nooo
  • Drugs? only if they're prescribed for medicinal purposes.
  • Height: 4'11" (I am a smol)
  • Weight: like 88lbs?? idk I know I'm underweight;;

PREFERENCES

  • Digital or Traditional? either.
  • Beach or Mountains? beach
  • Dolphins or Sharks? dolphins, sharks are scary;;
  • Would you rather fight 100 third graders or one at a time? idk, I really wouldn't wanna fight at all ;;
  • On sunny days, you: go on walks, maybe find some inspiration here and there
  • On rainy days, you: draw and listen to music
  • On hot days, you: stay inside
  • On cold days, you: stay inside

TEN FACTS ABOUT YOURSELF


1. I fuckign LOVE fairy kei and wanna get into that style when I can
2. as appalling as this might sound, I don't really like chocolate.
3. I dislike my real name and wish to change it someday.
4. I love scented candles, but my favorites are any variations of vanilla. 
5. I am almost always cold for some reason ;-;
6. public speaking scares the crap outta me and if I feel I've messed up, I'll probably curl into a ball & cry.
7. I'm scared to talk to people but I need more friends ;; riiiip
8. I used to love winter and based my very first characters off it, now I absolutely hate it. xD
9. my favorite animal used to be a cat for the longest time, now it's more specifically a lynx
10. my eyes are hazel but some people think they're brown. 


YOUR CHARACTERS

  • How many OCs do you have? idk exactly, probably a lot xD
  • What fandom do most of them belong to? I guess furry??
  • Which one is your favorite? Kazmir hhhhh ;;w;; <33
  • Which one do you draw the most? Kazmir ^^;
  • Do you request work of them? not really, but I try to commission people.
  • Do you ship them with other people's characters, or your own? shipping mine w/ other peoples' makes me sorta uncomfortable for the most part, unless we're really close. ;; but I do like to sometimes ship my own.
  • Do you roleplay with them? nahh I don't really like rp. 
  • How do you keep track of them? I have many ways, don't feel like listing all them though.
  • Are there any that you would make real if you had the chance? yESS!! ALL OF THEM !! :"3

ART QUESTIONS

  • When did you get into art? I've always been into art. ;;w;;
  • What art-related sites have you ever signed up for? not many tbh
  • Show us your oldest piece of art you have on hand. uhhh
  • What defines your artistic style? it's very cutesy, floofy, colorful, and I like to sometimes throw in some sparkles!! ;D
  • What levels of artistic education have you had? I guess just the art classes I've been forced to take in school, and my Graphics class.
  • Show us at least one picture you drew or sketched recently that you did not put on a public site: I'm too lazy, sorryy

  • What do you like most about your art? cute!! 
  • What do you like least about your art? anatomy issues.
  • Have you ever considered taking commissions? ye
  • Are you looking to pursue a career in art? yepperz :3
  • What do you like drawing the most? furries cause I'm trASH!!
  • What do you like drawing the least? mech
  • Do you draw more fanart or original art? original, for sure!!
  • What would you absolutely refuse to draw? too much gore and gross fetish content, I mean noo thank you.
  • What is your purpose for drawing? hobby, coping method.. 
  • What medium/program do you use the most in your art? colored pencils and sharpies.
  • List at least one of your “art inspirations.” Yalue !! seriously you've inspired me so much and I really appreciate it, thank you!! <33
  • What do you think you could stand to improve on? EVERYTHING!! there's always room for improvement!! ;;w;;
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[X] You have an OC that resembles yourself 

[/] One of your OC's has your name (does it count if it's NOT my real name? :"3)

[X] You have OC's that are siblings 

[X] You are constantly drawing your OC's

[X] You constantly receive positive feedback about one or more of your OC's

Total: 4.5
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[X] You have more than five OC's 

[X] Your OC's are varied

[X] You have a main OC whom you love the most out of all your OC's (sssssorry)

[ ] Your OC's are mostly mythical

[x] A lot of your OC's were adoptable's


Total: 8.5
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[x] You have a 'bad boy' or 'bad girl' OC

[X] You have a girly OC 

[X] You have a 'cool' or 'sly' OC (I most likely do XD)

[X] You have a sporty OC (sorta)

[X] You have a fun OC 

Total: 13.5
================================

[ ] You have a lot of 'perfect' OC's (they're perfect to me, does that count? XD)

[X] You have a lot of 'imperfect' OC's 

[X] Most of your OC's are part of a fandom (furry)

[X] Most of your OC's are non-fandom (Idk sorta?? they're not like, fan characters)

[X] You have an OC that isn't straight. 

Total: 17.5
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[X] You have had a polished toy, framed art, ect. made of your OC

[X] You are constantly talking about your OC's to friends

[X] The first thing you did on dA was make an OC

[ ] Your OCs participates in a role play (haha no thanks)

[X] You have made your OC in a game


Total: 21.5
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Grand Total: 21.5

Now multiply your grand total by 4 

I am 86% addicted to my OCs.
I really wanna make more friends and talk to people.. but I'm too scared to talk to people because most times I feel like I've annoyed them and it never seems to be successful. ;;_;;  soo if anyone wants to chat, just note me or something idk
Love you guys <3
001. Real Name: that's not something I typically like to give out, sorry.
002. Nickname: Meza, Ashofta, Ash, Mizu, etc...
003. Zodiac Sign: Gemini
004. Male Or Female: female
005. Elementary: -
006. Middle School: -
007. High School: -
008. Hair Colour: Brown w/ blonde highlights
009. Long Or Short: Medium length tbh
010. Loud Or Quiet: Loud around friends, quiet with everyone else.
011. Sweats Or Jeans: jeans
012. Phone Or Camera: phone
013. Health Freak: not really
014. Drink Or Smoke: haha noo :")
015. Do You Have A Crush On Someone: no
016. Drawing or writing: drawing yess
017. Piercings: only the ears
018. Tattoos: I kinda want a small one but at the same time I'm a baby :')

HAVE YOU EVER [BEEN IN]:
019. Airplane: yea
020. Car Accident: ehhh it was very minor, but yea
021. Fist Fight: kinda
022. First piercing: ears
023. First Best Friend: idk, probably that one kid from kindergarten lmao
024. First Instrument: uhh probably piano??
025. First award: idk
026. First Crush: ehhh this guy in 6th grade who I barely knew (I was a dumbass lmao)
027. First Language: English
028. First Big Vacation: never really been on one??

LASTS:
029. Last Person you talked to: my mom
030. Last Person You Texted: my bf
031. Last Person You Watched: idk and I'm too lazy to look xD
032. Last Food You Ate: Cheez-Its 
033. Last Movie You Watched: idk, I don't watch a lot of movies
034. Last Song You listened To: idk I listen to a lot of songs so;;;
035. Last Thing You Bought: not sure
036. Last Person You Hugged: beb

FAVES:
037. Food: french fries!!
038. Drinks: pepsi, mtn dew voltage
039. Clothing: hoodies
040. Book: Warrior Cats series cause I'm kinda lame tbh 
041. Colour: purple and just anything pastel
042 Flower: roses (esp white ones), or peonies
043: Music: anything, mostly trap and edm
044. Movies: not sure
045. Shoes: sneakers
046. Subjects: none?? xD

IN THE LAST YEAR I..... (2016)
047. Kissed In The Snow: probably XD
048. Celebrated Halloween: yeaa 
049. Had Your Heart Broken: sorta
050. Went Over The Minutes On Your Cell Phone: mine doesn't run on minutes
051. Someone Questioned Your Sexual Orientation: I don't think so??
052. Came Outta The Closet: nah
053. Gotten Pregnant: no
054. Had An Abortion: no
055. Did Something You've Regretted: haha of course
056. Broke A Promise: probably
057. Kept A Secret: yes
058. Pretended To Be Happy: yepppp
059. Met Someone Who Changed Your Life: not sure
060. Pretended To Be Sick: nah
061. Left The Country: nope
062. Tried something you normally wouldn't like, and liked it.: don't remember 
063. Cried Over The Silliest Thing: aLWAYS
064. Ran A Mile: yea ewww
065. Went To The Beach: nope lol I suck
066. Stayed Single: nopeee >:3

CURRENTLY:
067. Eating: nothing
068. Drinking: nothing
069. Getting Ready To: waste my time surfing the web
070. Listening To: the TV in my living room
071. Plans For Tomorrow: probably to hang w/ mine <3
072. Waiting For: things to get better-

YOUR FUTURE:
073. Want Kids: ehhh I really don't know..
074. Want To Get Married: yes!!
075. Careers in mind: illustrator

WHICH IS BETTER ON A BOY/GIRL :
076. Lips Or Eyes?
077. Shorter Or Taller?
078. Romantic Or Spontaneous?
079. Nice Stomach Or Nice Arms?
080. Sensitive Or Loud?
081. Hookup Or Relationship?
082. Troublemaker Or Hesitant?

HAVE YOU EVER:
083. Lost Glasses/Contacts: I don't use glasses or contacts
084. Ran Away from home?: yea, but only for an hour or so
085. Held A Weapon: yeppp
086. Killed Somebody: nooo
087. Broken Someone's Heart: yepppppp
088. Been Arrested: no

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
090. Yourself: h ah a 
091. Miracles: sometimes??
092. Love At First Sight: eh
093. Heaven: yes
094. Santa Claus: no
096. Magic: don't know

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is There One Person You Wanna Be With, Right Now: ye!
098. Are You Seriously Happy With Where You Are, In Life: nope
099. Do You Believe In God: yes
100. Post As 100 Truths And Tag five: naahhh
Dear person I hate,
you're an abusive piece of shit and I just want you out of my life
I hope karma gets you hard, you deserve it for all you've done.

Dear person I like,
n/a

Dear ex, 
sometimes I wish we could just go back to the time before we ever got together
I feel like we would've been great friends
but then you got too clingy and toxic and abusive ahh,, ,
I find myself missing our old friendship sometimes, but at the same time I want you as far away from me as possible thx

Dear ex best friend,
thanks for backstabbing me like you did, haha 
I wish I never ever trusted you :")

Dear best friend,
thank you so much for sticking with me through all the tough times.
you're the best, ily my shimai <3

Dear person I miss,
why do I even miss you I'm??

Dear mom,
I love you and I really wish I could help you more than I am able to...

Dear dad,
you've changed so much..
I worry for you, it seems like your health has been getting worse and worse..
I miss the good old times we used to be able to have ;;

Dear future me,
please don't make the same stupid mistakes;;
and stop caring so much, then maybe you won't get hurt all the time

Dear past me,
o h 

Dear person I’m jealous of,
you're so amazing it kills me;;;;;

Dear girlfriend/boyfriend,
I love you so much, you're my everything
thank you for doing all you do for me <33
I can never really find a username that I wanna keep for long... I always have to change it. It's like on deviantart, I change it about every 6 months. I feel like changing it on here too. Surely I can't be the only one? It's just so difficult to find a username that truly fits me. That's probably why I have so many nicknames, too. XD
ANOREXIA

[ ] you have dry skin.
[/] you eat 1 meal. (uh,, ,I'm never hungry)
[x] you're very weak. 
[ ] you hate your body 
[/] you starve yourself. (not on purpose, just have no appetite??)
[x] you have low self esteem. 
[ ] you use laxatives. 
[ ] you need to be skinnier. 
[ ] people always say you're skinny, but you think you're fat. 
[x] people think you are too skinny.

Total: 4

ADHD (ATTENTION DEFICIT/HYPERACTIVITY DISORDER)

[x] your mind is all over the place. 
[/] you are hyper most of the time. 
[/] you barely pay attention to anything
[x] you cannot cooperate with people well. 
[x] you seem to never sit still. 
[/] you talk all the time. 
[/] you need attention 24/7.

Total: 9

BIPOLAR DISORDER

[x] you can act wild at times then the next day you are depressed.
[x] you are very irritable. 
[/] you get hardly any or no sleep.
[/] you are anti-social.
[x] you have very high self esteem at times.
[ ] you are abusing alcohol, drugs, or sex. 
[x] you have thought of/attempted suicide. 

Total: 14

BULIMIA NERVOSA

[ ] you throw up all of your food. 
[ ] you throw it up even when you don't feel sick.
[ ] you have no control over how you eat.
[ ] you use laxatives.
[ ] you have over-exercised to where you almost fainted/passed out.
[ ] you always say you are fat, when you aren't.
[x] people think you are way too skinny (again, yea;; I'm underweight)

Total: 15

CONDUCT DISORDER

[ ] you are a bully. 
[ ] you threaten other people. 
[ ] you often find yourself in fights. 
[x] you have used a weapon that could cause injury to others. 
[ ] you are cruel to humans and/or animals.
[ ] you have raped/molested someone. 
[ ] you destroy property on purpose.
[ ] you always lie.
[ ] you stay out all night.
[x] you have ran away from home. (not for long tho;; )

Total: 17

DEPRESSION

[x] you are always sad. (I'm getting worse aha)
[/] you find no hope in your future.
[/] you no longer find excitement in the activities you used to love
[x] you always find yourself around the house or in bed all day. 
[x] you can be/are anti-social. 
[x] you have low self esteem. 
[x] everything bad that happens is always your fault.
[x] you always seem to be weak or have physical features hurt. 
[ ] you are failing school. 
[x] you have thought of/attempted suicide.
[x] you have ran away from home.
[ ] hope is no longer there for you.

Total: 26

OCD (OBSESSIVE COMPULSIVE DISORDER)

[ ] you have daily rituals. 
[x] you have disturbing thoughts or thoughts you hate.
[/] you have to do a certain thing until it feels right. 
[/] you have to keep things in a certain order. 
[x] you have harmed yourself.
[/] you are afraid you will get an STD, AIDS, or any kind of germs.
[x] you have to check some stuff over again.

Total: 30.5

PTSD (POST-TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER)

[/] you repeatedly have flashbacks of horrible moments/memories in your life. 
[x] you repeatedly have dreams of horrible moments/memories in your life. (more like horrible people doing horrible things to me.)
[x] you sometimes think the event will happen again.
[x] you feel highly uncomfortable when remembered/remembering the event.
[x] you can be/are anti-social. 
[/] you have lost interest in the things you used to love.
[ ] you have not had a lot of sleep lately. 
[/] you worry about dying at an early age or dying at all. 
[x] you can have angry outbursts.
[/] you act younger than your age.

Total: 37.5

SCHIZOPHRENIA

[ ] you often have hallucinations. 
[x] you have strange, unusual dreams or thoughts. 
[ ] you can be confused about reality and fantasy. 
[x] you think people are always staring at or talking about you. 
[x] you have extreme anxiety or fearfulness.
[x] you have difficulty with relationships with family, friends, and opposite sex.
[x] you do not take care of your hygiene like you should.
[x] you are very shy.
[x] you often talk to yourself. 

Total: 44.5

Final score: 44.5 (well shit)

0-5: You're very normal.
6-15: You're fine. Mkay.
16-20: You might be okay.
21-30: You have problems. 
31-35: You have really bad problems. You might need to see a therapist
40-50: Go and see a therapist, please.